For many years I had deep anger, resentment and bitterness, but I had no idea where it came from until God showed me. During my childhood I felt unloved and did not bond with my mother as I didn't receive the attention a child needs. As a result I found myself using control when I was given the responsibility of looking after my younger siblings. It became a way of coping in many of my relationships. The anxiety and fear associated with having to be in control had begun to affect my physical health and I was hospitalized twice with chest pain and shortness of breath.
When God revealed the source I was able to forgive my mother (who also used control because she had too had been given responsibilities she couldn't handle at an early age).
As I forgave, the big knot in my stomach was loosed. Then the pressure came off my chest and I felt myself becoming free - I was released from the emotional pressure. Until this happened I hadn't even been aware how constricted my chest had been. Thank you Lord.
Wil
- Wil V. on December 3rd, 2012
Entered online Dec 6th, 2012
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